bad premonition*

yesterday,
i cut my thumb.
so pain!!!

OMG~
suddenly i just sense like will be have something unlucky thing happen to me!!
oh no!!!
if really i will be die soon...
ya,
i am very sensitive,but this is true! T^T

huey leng say her fren also study at the school,
and she will help me to ask about he's thing maybe..
but actually i very scare to know the answer...
i scare to hear that he got gf, got ppl who he fall in love with...
i realy scare to hear...
but i will face the fact,and quickly quit.
but if really,
i have no target already...
all target lost...
pity me...
haiz....

will the bad thing will come?
if it is really,i will feel like want to die....

*in addition,
just now my leg getting cut!!!
omg!!!
bad premonition,bad premonition!!!
arhhh~~