Thursday, July 30, 2009

hmmmm

俺 没 有 本 钱 .....

Sunday, July 26, 2009

move on

BAD!
August coming soon~~"ason"
OMG~
SPM trial!
i am scare but i still feel lazy....
gosh!

saturday,
went to KLCC watch【Harry Potter 6: the half blood prince】with ah guah and fish fish~
actually i didnt watch any Harry Potter movie before this.
i am not interesting at all.
but this time,
i will feel interesting just because of their love story~
hahahaha!
and,
i saw the 【final destination】trailer~
WOW~
i am so interest with this~cant wait for it! =D
fish fish shout in the cinema ==lll
and i am sat beside her...
same like wanni.
i really shocked when fish fish shouted.
haha! but funny also!

after that i had dinner with my family.
nothing special.

that's all from me.
happy every day dude!
ciao =D

Sunday, July 19, 2009

no TARGET still have to LIVE

so,
all the things,feeling,nonsense,absurd will end up now.

no matter what will happen after this,
i will just ignore and wont care at all.
i am serious now.
dont think that i am joking.

stranger,
just go ahead!
you are just a stranger!

okay.
this is the things i will do recently:
1.just forget it.
2.you are not wrong.
3.i am the worst.
4.so,just forget it.
5.revision revision study hard study hard.
6.stranger doesnt mean anything to ME.
7.peaceful life.

last,
no TARGET still have to LIVE!!

Friday, July 17, 2009

BREAK* speechless

today,
i skip my tuition class...
now i suffering menstrual pain!
OMG~
when this time come,
i will think that is better i will a boy =D
actually early in the morning, i feel so dilemma.
because today i have account class and i do like this class and dont really think to skip it!
but,
okay!i know you will say me lazy.
so just say it.
speechless.

so,
is time to STOP these nonsense now.
just STOP it!

but when i decide to stop it, and i found out his friendster...
i never get influence because i found out his freindster.
by finding out his friendster, i know what i decide to do is correct.
althuogh people always said that【nothing is impossible】
but i know very well, for me, this kinda of things really impossible.

no one can change my mind.
i will just follow what my mind thinking.
i am selfish so what?
who in this world this universe are not selfish at all?
dont tell me have...you are lying!
all the people in this world are reality.
i know this very well.

my mind is blank now.
with and because all the things.
absurd...
i am laughing at myself.
so,
i will just ignore it.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Siwon and Donghae

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dU9_RtK0R7s&feature=related

看 这 个!
林 依 晨 新 歌 的 MV~
有 始 源 和 东 海 的!
超 赞!

love Siwon forever,love Super junior forever >//<!

Tagged by ABC

Once you've been tagged, you have to answer all the question HONESTLY..
Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged :)


1.How old were you when you had your first relationship ?
==lll haven...T^T

2. Are you taken/single ?
ya,i am...but not really happy with it! hahahaha XDD

3. Do you like anyone right now?
maybe yes...i dont know what i am thinking...==lll

4. Ever had your heartbroken?
yes...for about 2 month i think.

5.Miss anyone right now?
maybe...i really dont know what my mind thinking==lll

6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
chan huey leng i think...my sister too...

7.Last person to text you?
chan HL or my sister.

8. Last person you saw?
parents lah~

9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"what should i say?"

10. Who is top in your top friends?
my friends list.

11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
my family members and some of my friend.

12. Who do you love most?
siwon, jaejoong~hahaha!

13. Ever been in love?
NO!! so sad to say.

14. Who has hurt you the most?
maybe she know.

15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
ya~but just let it be and take it easy.

16. Are you happy?
maybe.

17. How many good friends do you have?
i always change my mind...so, dont really know and i hate this kind of question.

18. Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
下 雨 天,but i still listen...

19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
NO..i dont have partner before ==lll

20. Ever been cheated on?
SURE!!!

21. Ever been told someone loved you?
maybe...i dont really remember...and it have,i wont believe too~~

22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
NO...so shy...

23. Not meant it?
what?

24. What is your idea of true love?
forever and dont know...

25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
sometimes.

26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
maybe guah~

And here's the lucky people whos kena tag! ::
1.mel
2.wanni
3.huey leng
4.lilian
5.ah xian
6.yi wen

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

SIGH

SIGH`!
damn it!!
hmmm...
i get chosen to the NS!!!!
NS!!!!! NS!!!!!
you know NS?
the worst thing in the world for ME!!!!
so shit!
i dont really want to go!
waste my time!
today at school ah guah help me to check...
"tahniah anda telah dipilih blak blak blak..."
what a tahniah...
is tahziah to me man!
a lot of my friend get chosen also.
jia xian,mel,suzanne,phei ching,des,jia yu,xiu ying,yi wen,and dont know who.
haizzz...
i cry in class after i know i have been chosen...
i think i have get ready if i get chosen...
but NO!
first point i cry is just because i think about my daddy and mammy...
and second...
i worry about i will become black!!
i dont want!!!
so hard to get white back you know?
what the...
i was so sad in the class...
lilian was so happy because she escape..
haizzz....
then i cry non-stop...
my classmate tell my maybe you can escape by many way...
she told me all the way to escape ==lll
after that, ah guah say with me,you got allergic right?
and i feel like suddenly so happy! and so thankful to ah guah!
i think hard to found my health and body problem.
i think about my heart problem,my legs problem,and allergic problem.
so happy suddenly!
because maybe one of the problem will make me escape!

some of them also worry about maybe will get choose to second batch.
dont know is that still have to choose or not.

now i start worry again.
because of my heartless sister.
mammy told sister maybe i can escape because of my allergic problem.
and you know what my sister reaction?
she just like,
i wont escape and the allergic problem just a small case...
i very worry now...
maybe what my sister say is right...my allergic problem is just a small case...
not serious like others people allergic...
haizz....

and this saturday i will go to Cameron Highland.
woo~
cold place!
but i feel like dont want to go...because that day is saturday!
i want go tuition!
but okay,
2 week i wont see him...
maybe this 2 week is the good time for me to forget him.
hope so!

lilian quit to tuition at Kasturi!
but lilian not wish to quit!
she must be very sad!
she cant see her lover lover anymore~
pity her!