BREAK* speechless

today,
i skip my tuition class...
now i suffering menstrual pain!
OMG~
when this time come,
i will think that is better i will a boy =D
actually early in the morning, i feel so dilemma.
because today i have account class and i do like this class and dont really think to skip it!
but,
okay!i know you will say me lazy.
so just say it.
speechless.

so,
is time to STOP these nonsense now.
just STOP it!
but when i decide to stop it, and i found out his friendster...
i never get influence because i found out his freindster.
by finding out his friendster, i know what i decide to do is correct.
althuogh people always said that【nothing is impossible】
but i know very well, for me, this kinda of things really impossible.

no one can change my mind.
i will just follow what my mind thinking.
i am selfish so what?
who in this world this universe are not selfish at all?
dont tell me have...you are lying!
all the people in this world are reality.
i know this very well.

my mind is blank now.
with and because all the things.
absurd...
i am laughing at myself.
so,
i will just ignore it.