high school life END !!!

WTH~!
high school life just end up like this!
damn!
i dont want lah~
i wish i am still a little girl that dad and mum will still pamper me =(
( although my family still pamper me as usual =D)

haiz...
i hate to go for college, i hate to work and i most hate NS!!!
stubborn!
i so wish to be a dude that can always stay at home shake my legs go shopping buy anything without looking for the price...
wahaha! daydreamer~

oh yah!
i am also hate to do a choosing...
it too hard for me...
my future!
what should i choose?
dilemma...

i wish i am still in form 4...
but...
i dont like the life of form 4...especially the first 6 month.
is a so call nightmare for me!
damn it!
such a SHIT!

i am sad to graduate...
i have to left my soul mate...
i feel like wanna cried yesterday when i hug clarinda...
after i hug clarinda, i quickly ran out form school...
i scared i am going to cried out in front of my friend...
that only thing i am sad is just because my soul mates...
after this is that our friendship will still keep strong or not..
i hope so... but i always forget about my friend after i graduate. XDD

oh yeah~
HAHA~
but!
i am happy also because of graduate!
i am so happy because i wont see anymore the people i really dont like!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHHAHAHA~
i feel like so want to vomit so disgusting when i saw the people i dont like!!!
even just saw them for a minutes i also beh tahan~
YES YES~YES
WOHOHOHOHO~
hope i wont met them anymore.
but if i get to meet them....i will just thought them as a stranger~
haha~
but since this year,
i already thought them as a stranger for me~
WUHOOO~
so happy happy excited!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHE~
you know how my feeling is???
really happy excited until the MAX because of it~!!!!

p/s: 4 day more...SPM is coming, which mean freedom is coming soon too~happy~
i am going to sing 【paradise】by T-max after that~YES! start learn the words of 【paradise】by T-max soon~LALALALA