糟！

“有些人会一直刻在记忆里的，即使忘记了他的声音，忘记了他的笑容，忘记了他的脸，但是每当想起他时的那种感受，是永远都不会改变的。” ——于丹

以上这段句子是不是很有意思？

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祝大家圣诞节快乐！

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今天在电视上看到了2008年韩国MKMF的颁奖典礼。
看见max在得知获得了年度最佳专辑奖的时候，哭成泪人的样子，
心里一阵沉默...
东方神起几时还可以同台演出？
是不是再也没有这样的机会了？
为什么为什么？
为什么SM公司的团体，都逃不过五年就解散的命运？
H.O.T是这样，东方神起也要成为下一个团体吗？
神话很幸运吧？
出道五年后就跟别的公司签约...
再下一个会是SUPER JUNIOR吗？
然后到shiNEE，再然后要怎样？？

今天看到MUSIC BANK LIVE christmas special stage...
有2PM，shiNEE，SNSD，f(x)，2 NE 1，KARA，brown eyed girl 等等的。
当然，很意外的，竟然也有 SUPER JUNIOR !!!
可是...
真的很失望...
SUPER JUNIOR 已经快要不像 SUPER JUNIOR 了！！
13个人的团体，出现的只有9个。

ki bum 又去演戏了吗？
hee chul 也是去演戏吧？
kang in 还在被冷冻吗？最近好吗？
...
韩庚...竟然也没有出现！！！！

真的...
SUPER JUNIOR 已经快要不像 SUPER JUNIOR 了！！
一直是13个人的，少了一个整体看起来就是奇怪...
少了任何一个人都不行！！

电视机前面的朋友投票，
SUPER JUNIOR 甚至输给了自己的师妹 SNSD！！
我的天！
我真的快要栖息了！！

moody

i am not fine now...
just because of super junior..

i still remember..
at the third day of Chinese new year 2009,
i received the news that won bin from F.T.Island gonna quit..
i was crying like hell at the time..
is the third day of Chinese new year..
so no good crying at Chinese new year..

before this..
i feel sad about DBSK...
they going to disband..
they even cancel the fans meeting at japan next year..
i know i have to keep the faith as what DBSK say..
but my heart feel so pain because of them..

and now..
my heart break because of super junior again..

before this,
ki bum didnt really involved in any activities of super junior..
i told myself,
yah, ki bum like to be an actor..
we have to respect what he choice to do..
as long as he still a member of super junior..

kang in get "freezing" by SM because he get involved in fighting with people in pub..
after that kang in didnt appear in any activities of super junior..
even though concert...
i feel sad again.. but i didnt tell anyone..
nobody going to know..

i have been fall in love to super junior more then 1 year and a half..
everyone know i in love with siwon the most..
but actually i love all 13 of them..
no matter how..
i just so in love with them..
i love to see they gather together playing around..
their smile, their joke..everything of them make me so into with them..

but whats going on now?
han geng gonna quit super junior?
and what kyuhyun said at his cy?
even though dong hae..
i feel sad to know what kyuhyun said..
if what kyuhyun said is really talking about han geng..
maybe i will forgive what kyuhyun say..
because he feel so sad to lost a member and buddies..
but maybe i will hate kyuhyun also..
why not he try to understand why han geng wanna do that?
i dont know...
i feel confuse..
i am waiting han geng come out and confirm all the thing..
i am waiting...

but my heart feel so pain...
i wanna scream out loud..
i wanna cry out loud..
my hear really pain like hell...
i wanna cry out but i cant..
i am at the office now..
my heart really pain...
like my heart get tie together...
i hate this feeling!!! so shit!!

BACK

back to KL yesterday..=)
well,
i am damn miss the day in penang =(
my life start boring again after penang trip..
i miss the time i spend with my SOUL MATE..

AHHHHHHH~
so how?

hey SOUL MATE!
lets hang out, party or whatever!
i am boring at home and working!!
darn miss you guys!

p/s: my life really damn boring! i need something special happen and challenge me =DD

sham >/////<

so sham!!

just now i saw my bos.
then i said morning to him,
well it was actually EVENING!!!
OMG!
so freaking sham >/////<
too nervous i think..haiz.

OMG!!
LEE MIN HO I MISS YOU T^T
when you will come to here again?

p/s: 1 day to go =D

2009.12.12

OMG!!
feel so boring about my life after SPM..>,<
work for 5 day this week.
still, boring.
nothing better to do.
how my life going to be this three month?
so sad to imagining about it =='''

nothing to write also.
oh yah!
talking about animal doggy =D
everyone ggot their dream doggy right?
like xiao mao aka julius, her dream dog is bull dog =D
wahahaha
and mine,
my dream dog is HUSKY and ALASKAN man!
so damn gorgeous loh~
and i told my friend before,
when i have a dog, i will name it as HARANG~

today brother bring me to have a look about the dog our factory have.
but actually not everyone can go and visit,
but we two can..cause...haha
i told my brother i wanna have a look about the alaskan that my brother mention before.
then the worker bring the ALASKAN come out...
[ actually our factory also open a pet shop]
[inside the foctory got many type of dog and most of it is chiwawa]

so while i am waiting the worker bring the ALASKAN come out,
suddenly i hear all the doggy especially chiwawa barking so damn loud.
then i look inside through the crack in a door..
OMFG!!!
the freaking HUGE ALASKAN drag by the worker.
then i faster run always 1 meter from the door.
the worker wanna open the door and i ask my brother not to open.
but too late,
the door been open half, but luckily my brother quickly told the worker close back.
MY GOD!
the ALASKAN head still outside the door.
but after that the door is close.
wOOO~
lucky i already run away 1 meter from the door,huuu~
my brother still touching it head ==lll

and i am lucky too ><
the ALASKAN pee at there.
well~ i saw ALASKAN pee!
so happy!haha
i saw the ALASKAN through the crack of a door.
OMFG again!
this ALASKAN damn handsome damn man and gorgeous you know!!!
OMG OMG OMG!
but it is too HUGE!
when it standing up, will be taller then a man.
OH~~
handsome damn handsome!
and it tail is almost like my leg i think =='''
so damn scary.
but one thing is,
it didnt bark once you know.
it is so gorgeous so arrogant thats like no one will worth for it to bark ==ll
too amazing! too fantastic too elastic lah weh!

and yet!
this ALASKAN is actually descent of champion!!
so damn cool right?
and and and,
it is import from KOREA!!!
wEEEEEE~

i am so into with this ALASKAN and also my HUSKY my future dog.
but,
wanna have a ALASKAN and HUSKY is not thaty easy.
the most firstly thing you sould have is money.
one baby ALASKAN or HUSKY will cost start abouy RM3xxx to RM6xxx!
and...
th second very important thing is,
ALASKAN and HUSKY have to live in cold place.
your house must be 24 hours on the air cond.
if not they will say bye bye to you very fast and your money will also say bye bye to you!

so wanna get one of them to home.
actually i will have a HUSKY..
but then discuss with brother and mum,
the last decision is NO!
because dad dont like dog T^T

nvm!
i will get a HUSKY in future!
wait me husky baby!
my HARANG~

p/s: three day to go my penang trip =D
cant wait to see my SOUL MATE!

fi fi finally~

YOHOOOOOO~
finally finally~!!!!!
YEAH YEAH YEAH~~
SPM is END for our class~~~~~~
woHAHAHAHAHAHA~

i am free!!!!!!

YES!!!!

but oh no!!
i am going to work tomorrow...
haiz...

p/s: get etude house BB cream =DDD
lee min ho i miss you =DDDDDD

05.12.2209

yohuuuu~
next monday is the last paper for us =DDD
our class will be earlier class who finish the examination~~
after that i am free from suffering free from teacher free from school.haha
but but but...
i going to work on tuesday!!
oh oh oh..
actually i am thinking that i will work at next year january..
yah yah yah,
i am lazy..
but,
my mammy and brother already plan all the things for me.
so yesterday i went to interview.
but now i am working for part time first.
after come back from penang,
only i will work full time until spm result release.
hohohoho~
got salary then got money $$
i dont know is that enough to me..
i got many things wanna buy.
i wanna give dad and mum money.
and i have to save some of the money also for the future =)
but okay...
use it wisely =)

saw chung wanni blog just now..
now only i know that she change her link.
didnt tell me also.
she get her work too.
she more hardworking then me,she is going to work today i think.
wanni aza aza hwaiting~!
we are not going to meet any more~
take care yourself.
i know you not going to miss me.
me too~haha!

oh,
i am thinking that wanna buy majolica mojorca eyes shadow or not..
i like the colour so much...
but what use for it?
i dont really like to make up.

i am so expect going to penang.
but something happen very suddenly...
hope it wont spoil our mood..

thats all. bye =D

p/s: go to SW with brother later. going to buy some CNY stuff =DDD
brother sponsor..teehee~