moody

i am moody...
my mood change every day every time every hour every minute evry second.
i will be mad soon.

okay,
is time to show off our class clothes XDDD

back view

front view.

ugly ML and cool lilian =]

two of us crazy~what a pose.

lilian...very YENG~ b^o^d

the ugly~

tomorrow still have to go tuition.

go for the replace class.

i enjoy go to tuition more then go to school =]]

we can play around, and we won't hear someone voice【pelajar,jangan bising~】

nyahaha =]]]

class clothes

get our class clothes today.
this was the best and nice class clothes i saw before for the last 5 years in secondary school.
really nice~
we have already take the picture,
but the picture i still haven get. melanie haven give me=]
[haha~this time really really confirm i spell your name right^^]
and this saturday,
we plan to wear it to tuition =] expect***

i am better now=]
if i can choose, i wish not to met you...
i know i am play girl...
but no choose, i should be a play girl so not to get hurt easily.

but okay,
you can just ignore me,
because i always change my thinking~hahahaha XD
this few minute i can like you until i feel like want to die,
but maybe few minute ago, i will hate you until i want you to die.
no choose also...
scorpion always like that =]

i am sensitive about all the things

speechless

speechless...
blankly?empty?hopeless?moody...
no words can express my feeling now...
i dont know what my feeling now...
who can tell me?

to you, my sincerely friend

lilian,
be strong.
you can still alive without him.
you still have us.
you can find again another mr.right.
you already try your best to be with him.
is he dont know how to value you.
i know you can okay soon.
try not to cover your feeling in front of us.
we will support you.
if you need helps, we will help you also.
please,
dont forget you still have us!

i feel hopeless to some of mine things.
have a bit moody.
i have no confidence at all....=[[[
what can i do next?
i always fail to do this thing...
i know i will fail again....
and...
have a no ending ending....
okay....
i will accept the fact....

change

i cut my hair....
look ugly....but usual i am ugly too.
i feel that i look like chaba now...==lll

i want to change myself now.
now i try to change myself,
not to be so lan c, not to be so cool, not to be so rude.
people say that i am lan c, but i cant feel it.
but i know i very cool sometime.
i cant smile with everyone sincerely included my friends.
no why,
is very normal to me.
but not all the friends cant accept, just some.
i am trying to nice to everyone.
but is that work....?
no comment....=X

opps!
i still mention them.
but nobody want to choi me.
because they will say me 【say yes and mean no】
i admit, but i am not worst like lilian and huey leng =]
without talking about them, i feel a bit boring.
maybe because talking about them already become the usual things to me.
okay,
just let it be.
and i still thinking that,
should i stop going the class on June?
my heart tell my no to stop.
but...haiz...confuse....

actually i dont want let miss chung know my this blog. =X
and so before this,
i change my URL....
but...
nvm lah....
is okay, i dont care lah actually.

lilian say i still interesting with him...
ermmm...
i think yes...
but...
who care?
nobody will care it. i know.
i try to control myself not to pay attention to him...
but i cant.
i cant accept he saw another girl... =X
but i know i have to accept...
i am really bull shit!!

FUNNY

hahahahaha~
watch this video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaaAmbonRRY

damn funny~
about my idols super junior.
some of the member dress up as a girl~
hahahaha~
i laugh non stop yesterday.
and i laugh until my little toe get sprain i also dont know, and i had no feeling.
just laugh like a mad man alone.

but,
now very pain and my little toe become purple colour...
but never mind,
i still feel like want to laugh~haha
i repeating watch the same video, i still laugh like mad man~
wahahahaha.
really very funny, must go to watch it =]

bye bye =X

watch [angels and demons] today with lilian,jia xian and 怪声叔叔.
[怪声叔叔=small ling]
this movie quite nice,but some of the part made me confused a bit.
like to watch terror movie recently. abnormal.

my friends already know,who am i talking about in the previous article.
you really know very well how to act.
you are a professional actor.
maybe some of the things you really still pure,
but i know,
facing this things, you are not pure.
not to act like very innocent,it will just make me more dont like you.
but i know you dont care.
i feel happy that you dont care =]

saturday actually i feel a bit nervous...
because i scared to face the xx.
oh~but all the thing is fine.
he look normal and like nothing happen before.
i feel very luck that he forget. keke
now i won't feel nervous and xia shui anymore =]
and i no need to worrry about how to face him.

but okay.
this is the last time i mention them.
after this,no more.
no more kawaii,no more Mr.TXY,no more Mr.braces,no more Mr.botak.
ermm...
why suddenly i say like that?
because i want to concentrate in my study and i scared to get hurt.hoho
so,
if i still mention them, you just beat me,i wont beat back.
and now,
my new target is---book =] wahahaha

last,
bye bye,
all my old target.
kawaii,Mr.TXY,Mr.braces,Mr.botak,
bye bye =X

happy birthday =]

tomorrow is melanie birthday!
[this time i spell you name correct^^]
saying happy birthday to you early at here.
happy birthday to mel mel~
stay cute and sweet.don't be so childish anymore=]
hope our friendship will stay forever =]


i really hate add maths right now.
really regret that i didn't drop it!
okay,
fact is fact.
i must force myself to love it~


going to watch movie this saturday with lilian,xin gie,jia xian and 怪声叔叔~
[ p/s: 怪声叔叔 is the NEW name i give to small ling recently^^ nice name right?]
my copyright, okay?

tomorrow moral!
the worst!
i can't remember the nilai and definisi at all!
and i actually lazy to remember..
i hate moral class also.
damn boring, when teacher talking, i start feel asleep.haiz
when i will become harworking arh?
next year?
too late!!!
now must!

sound like feel disgusted to someone now.
don't know hwy~

saturday coming soon...
haiz...
feel a bit scare...
but i will face it...

so miss my sister now.
when she come back, i will scold her worstly to release my feeling =]

hmmm...

my friend start to ask me who actually i write in the previous article.
i also dont know how to say with my friend,who she is.
yah,
all my friend know her,
and actually she didn't do anything to me,
but i just feel like dont like her.
i didn't hate her, just dont like.
and some friend start think that i am talking about themselves.
actually not, okay?
this people are not our gang one.
and sometime, we have gossip about her also.

and,

i dont like the people who like to 无中生有too.
damn it!
nothing to do arh??
always saying and gossiping the things that are not fact.

so,
i really very hate the things about me,spread around.
so plaese,
you like to spread things,then you do.
but please dont spread my things.
i like who, i take who's hp no. or so on, that are non off your business!!!
if i wish to let you know, then i will personally say with you.
but if i not wish to tell you,
then you should not ask,
so please shut up your busybody mouth and do your own business!!!

i hate people who hurt my friend also.
you mess up with my friend, i will mess up with you.

STOP*

i dont really care what your are and who you are.
i dont really want to know what types of people you are,
and i dont really want to know what personality you have.
i dont really want to know all the thing about you,
and i dont really have mention you before.
and yet,
you are nothing to me.

i know i should not be the people who busybody.
but i really feeling unfair to someone.
i know i should not be make a decide, because i am not the person who concerned.
but like before,
people like to busybody about my things, why not i also busybody about other people things?
ok,
i know i cant say like that.
so rude and fierce.
ok,
just forget about the long long ago thing.

so i want to say now is,
no matter who support you, who pity you, or you are the famous, you look innocent,
you look beautiful,
[p/s: just a example, dont be so sensitive]
or whatever...
but for me....
you have a bit evil...two face... a bit sham...and a bit like to act...
i dont know~
i dont really get along with you before, but i also dont want get along with you! xp
i scared people like you...
cant guess what you wish to do next,
cant understand what you thinking....and so on.

what you trying to say or what reason you trying to give,
i am not interest at all.
i just want to tell you,
please not to hurt the friend who i value anymore.
i say nice to you, i be nice to you.
dont mess up with me,
you wont get any advantage....

but the main point is what arh??
dont know =D
because i nothing to do, so i decide to write a article like this.
RANDOM~ nyahehehe

and,

should i change my main target to Mr.botak???
because huey leng say Mr.TXY and Mr.braces are hopeless....
ok, i know and i realized it~
but Mr.botak also hopeless what~
look like playboy...
miss chung also say Mr.botak like playboy...
i realized it too....
three target also hopeless...
shall i looking for new target again??
i will die soon !!
iish!!!

if you think the people i am saying is you, then is you....
but please dont be so PERASAN~
too PERASAN are no good also~

Coming soon & happy mother's day

Today,
wake up at 8 something in the morning,
prepare for going out.
we go TS shopping~
yesterday only i went there with xin gie.
long time i didnt shopping already.
like very outdate already.
xin gie,me,jia xian,and mel mel shopping at TS.
12 something,
we went to Pavillion to met other,
and have a lunch together at 【Dragon-i, 龙的 传 人】.
yummy~
so delicious~




Finally,
i had watch the movie names coming soon.
this movie is quite terror...
but the most terror is the one who sat beside me ==lll
the one who sat beside me is called miss.chung.
do you know how terror she is?
when she get frighten from the movie,she will scream!!!
when she scream,i will get frighten~
and my face like >>> OoO!!!
so,
miss chung is the most terror to me in the cinema. =X
after that,
we went back home.
saw desmine and her's boyfriend.

saw two handsome guy that day =]
wahahahaha
but just can see,not mine one~ T^T
but i already have three target~dont be so greedy =)

at night,
went to mid valley madam kwan's had dinner with family.

and today is mother's day~
happy mother's day to all the mother in the world.
hope all the children in the world will appreciate what they have from their mother.
i love my mother very much =]]]]

please be value that people who nice to you.

and please nice back too.

dont be the person who dont know how to appreciate.

if not,

i will show you how worst you can get.

new target =]

Yah,
i am telling who will be my new target now =)

main,
the same --- Mr.TXY~
second...
ok,
is Mr.Braces, i think so.
third,
ahem...
Mr.Botak =]
but please,he is not a botak actually.
just a nickname, okay?

three target to me right now.
but i dont want to know them at all.
i will just watch them in aside.
i scared to get hurt again.

thursday,
miss chung said with me,she saw the fool.
but dont really know is eldest brother or younger brother.
they make me confuse...
and i cant confirm that who is who now...
and...
OH~ =X
i cannot talk about them anymore.
they are not my target already.
ok,
just ignore what i say just now =]
gtg,ciao =]

give up

yah~
like what the title is, i give up!!!
this time is the true!
i really give up!
because i get the answers from huey leng by asking her fren.
yah,
really,
they are play boy,they are really playful and many many thing...
and i really hate play boy a lot!!!
not serious at all!!!
and so,
i give up,surrender and i quit~
and the conclusion is,my sixth sense are true =D
what i say is 【 物 以 类 聚】 ,this is true.
so now,
do you believe my sixth sense are very accurate?
no matter what,you better believe it =D
hehe~

and yet,
i still have the last target now =D
TXY~~
and now,
i am looking for new target 【evil smile XD】
do the brace's guy will be my new target?
hehe~maybe【sinister smile】
wait me to tell you my new target.

but the main target now is....Mr.TXY~
but i dont want to know him.
i scared he will like the bad guy i met.
so,
i will just watching him at aside....
and please,
blessing me =D

*nervous

i am nervous right now!!!!!
who can help me!!!
i very scared and nervous!!!
my heart beat so fast...
and my hands tremble non-stop!!!
i feel confuse!!!

how? how? how? how? how?

i dont know what to do now!!!
i wont do the shit & absurd things again any more!!!!

addition,
he is really no good!!!
bad!!! not a gentle and i hate it!!!!
i very regret!!
regret the thing i do to!!!!
what the!!!
no hope! hopeless!!
just let it be~

TIME UP!!!

why i always meet the bad guy??

what can i do??

my elbow is so pain!!!
because this morning i hit the wall with my elbow!!
bodoh betul~!

dont know what to say,what to do now...
i am confuse now...
i dont know what i am thinking about now!!!!
what what what what what???
what can i do right now???
i get his hp number through copy from he's student card.
i always like that...
useless...
confuse confuse confuse!!!
arghhhhhh!!!!

i am sensitive about all the thing!!!

i am waiting...
waiting for the no ending ending...
i know i will get hurt again...comfirm!!
but i am ok if i get hurt,
because i am strong XD